User blog:Lord Bowser/Update (sort of)

Hi.

I'm a user, that has over 2 years of experience on this wiki. I joined it May 16 2017 and since then I have made 10 pages: 8 "games", 1 story and unfinished "movie". I cancelled 5 games/pages (or more). The last time I edited any pages was over a year ago. I think I'm gonna stop doing that for good, unfortunately.

You see, making something original and creative is hard these days, especially if it comes to creating a fangame to a popular video game. Thinking over and over again non-stop about how to make something better and more original can drive you crazy and therefore, demobilize and grieve. This happened to me. I've lost motivation in creating an ideas for what could be good or bad fangames. That's why I did not make part 3 and 5 of my main series - Five Nights at Rex's, and canceled a "movie", which would make for a big finale of it. That's why I didn't even start working on my own versions of FNaF 5 and 6. I simply did not have an idea for these games. I couldn't think of an interesting, deep story to them, awesome animatronics, original characters and etc. Same case with a cancelled FNaR movie. I just decided to give up ,but nobody cares anyway.

Does that mean that I will leave this wiki? No. At least not now. I got used to visit it everyday to check if someone made an interesting article about anything. I'm only gonna stop making pages for it, reasons for that mentioned earlier.

It has been fun and pleasure creating content here. I have a lot of good memories associated with this place. Writing articles, of which I was happy, and the one, of which I was not happy, making friends, that always supported me and stuff.

Thank you all!

Narazie!